Somehow, I feel like I'm just staring at this screen, earning money, and in the end, it's all to fund my oshis... Is this what emptiness feels like? Damn.なんか、こうやって画面とにらめっこしてお金稼いで、結局は推しに貢ぐため…ってなってる気がするんだよな。虚無感ってやつおい。

I was thinking of just playing games after work... but here I am lol. Wondering what else I should do before the market opens tomorrow...퇴근하고 게임이나 할까 했는데... 이러고 있네요 ㅋㅋ. 내일 장 열기 전까지 뭘 더 해야 하나 고민 중...

Sometimes I get a reality check. Like, what's the point of making money? But then again, without it, I have nothing... lol가끔 현타 올 때 있음. 돈 벌어서 뭐하냐 싶고. 근데 또 이거 없으면 아무것도 없으니… ㅋㅋ